what can i do to tell you that i really like you??? hmm...maybe it's just a crush....or maybe it is more than that. but then i dont know...i just have the feeling that it will never happen. i really hope that you realise it soon. oh well for now...i'll just enjoy my life. woot woot.....
i know that i will be bored if i stay in cyber for the weekend...so i decided to go back to my hometown. at least now...i have something to do....hangout with old friends. and i get to see my sister. woohoo.....i dont know what else to write about so im off.......
i couldnt sleep so i decided to edit the layout of my blog.....
it is not completed yet...have to add the comment button and some other stuff....
but im a satisfied because i actually understand the coding from the top until the end.......
i think im going to sleep now....
well when i think about it over and over again....i think it is harder than i thought.....
i know i can quit....but then it takes time....
if only there's something that can make me realize that it is worth quitting......
oh bila la duit nak masuk???
nak makan......lapar..........
hmm...kena la bersabar for a few more days....
tomorrow ada match...mana nak dapat tenaga kalau tak makan...
takpa2...sabar tu separuh daripada iman......
i cant be bothered with anything right now....im bored.....
everyday...i'll do the same thing......
i want to experience something new.....
all i want to say is "fuck yeah"..........i dont care what people say about me....i'll just do things my way again from now on....im 21 years old....you can tell me what i need to do and all but the most important thing is im an adult....im tired of people telling me what to do....i want to smoke....i want to enjoy my fucking life....who says i cant live alone...i dont need a gf.....yeah im pissed right now but for once i feel like myself again....i can be nice but i can be a nasty person as well.....i wont get manipulated again....dont fucking mess with me or you will regret it....
hmm...im having insomnia again....damn it. when is it going to stop? im tired of it. maybe i will have to take sleeping pills as a last resort. eventhough it is not as bad as before but still. haih....okay i want to go and play PES2010. woot woot.
