i know the decision that im going to make will have a lot of consequences. i dont know whether the decision that im going to make will be the right one. i dont know whether things will be same or not. it sucks. but whatever it is, i have to get it off my chest for my own good. whatever happen, i will always believe in you. i know you can change. i dont want you to feel depressed anymore. i want to see you smile all the time. thanks for everything.
what do you know? im back blogging. for the past few months i tried not to let my feeling out and that was the reason why i kept everything to myself. i observed everything that happened around me and from there i know who my real friends are. true friends are hard to find....you dont really know whether your friends can really be trusted. even if you know that you can trust your friend....it doesnt mean that you can really tell that friend everything. im sorry if this post will offend a few people but then that is the truth. im sorry if i ever did anything that could destroy our friendship but you should know that i miss you a lot. before this you are the person i can talk to. you are like a brother to me but then everything changed. i dont really know the reason why. i hope that you will realise it before it is too late.
what can i do to tell you that i really like you??? hmm...maybe it's just a crush....or maybe it is more than that. but then i dont know...i just have the feeling that it will never happen. i really hope that you realise it soon. oh well for now...i'll just enjoy my life. woot woot.....
i know that i will be bored if i stay in cyber for the weekend...so i decided to go back to my hometown. at least now...i have something to do....hangout with old friends. and i get to see my sister. woohoo.....i dont know what else to write about so im off.......
i couldnt sleep so i decided to edit the layout of my blog.....
it is not completed yet...have to add the comment button and some other stuff....
but im a satisfied because i actually understand the coding from the top until the end.......
i think im going to sleep now....
well when i think about it over and over again....i think it is harder than i thought.....
i know i can quit....but then it takes time....
if only there's something that can make me realize that it is worth quitting......
oh bila la duit nak masuk???
nak makan......lapar..........
hmm...kena la bersabar for a few more days....
tomorrow ada match...mana nak dapat tenaga kalau tak makan...
takpa2...sabar tu separuh daripada iman......
i cant be bothered with anything right now....im bored.....
everyday...i'll do the same thing......
i want to experience something new.....