Boy WitTH THe bRokeN SmiLE

decision!!!

2010-09-28T03:51:00.004+08:00

i know the decision that im going to make will have a lot of consequences. i dont know whether the decision that im going to make will be the right one. i dont know whether things will be same or not. it sucks. but whatever it is, i have to get it off my chest for my own good. whatever happen, i will always believe in you. i know you can change. i dont want you to feel depressed anymore. i want to see you smile all the time. thanks for everything.

friends

2010-06-30T06:08:00.004+08:00

what do you know? im back blogging. for the past few months i tried not to let my feeling out and that was the reason why i kept everything to myself. i observed everything that happened around me and from there i know who my real friends are. true friends are hard to find....you dont really know whether your friends can really be trusted. even if you know that you can trust your friend....it doesnt mean that you can really tell that friend everything. im sorry if this post will offend a few people but then that is the truth. im sorry if i ever did anything that could destroy our friendship but you should know that i miss you a lot. before this you are the person i can talk to. you are like a brother to me but then everything changed. i dont really know the reason why. i hope that you will realise it before it is too late.

to whom it may concern....

2009-11-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

what can i do to tell you that i really like you??? hmm...maybe it's just a crush....or maybe it is more than that. but then i dont know...i just have the feeling that it will never happen. i really hope that you realise it soon. oh well for now...i'll just enjoy my life. woot woot.....

back in hometown

2009-11-14T02:45:00.003+08:00

i know that i will be bored if i stay in cyber for the weekend...so i decided to go back to my hometown. at least now...i have something to do....hangout with old friends. and i get to see my sister. woohoo.....i dont know what else to write about so im off.......

layout

2009-11-12T06:28:00.005+08:00

i couldnt sleep so i decided to edit the layout of my blog.....
it is not completed yet...have to add the comment button and some other stuff....
but im a satisfied because i actually understand the coding from the top until the end.......
i think im going to sleep now....

quit

2009-11-11T19:13:00.000+08:00

well when i think about it over and over again....i think it is harder than i thought.....
i know i can quit....but then it takes time....
if only there's something that can make me realize that it is worth quitting......

oh bila la duit nak masuk???
nak makan......lapar..........
hmm...kena la bersabar for a few more days....
tomorrow ada match...mana nak dapat tenaga kalau tak makan...
takpa2...sabar tu separuh daripada iman......

bored

2009-11-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

i cant be bothered with anything right now....im bored.....
everyday...i'll do the same thing......
i want to experience something new.....

yeah let it out....

2009-11-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

all i want to say is "fuck yeah"..........

i dont care what people say about me....

i'll just do things my way again from now on....

im 21 years old....you can tell me what i need to do and all but the most important thing is im an adult....

im tired of people telling me what to do....

i want to smoke....i want to enjoy my fucking life....

who says i cant live alone...i dont need a gf.....

yeah im pissed right now but for once i feel like myself again....

i can be nice but i can be a nasty person as well.....

i wont get manipulated again....dont fucking mess with me or you will regret it....

sleep

2009-11-04T05:54:00.000+08:00

hmm...im having insomnia again....damn it. when is it going to stop? im tired of it. maybe i will have to take sleeping pills as a last resort. eventhough it is not as bad as before but still. haih....okay i want to go and play PES2010. woot woot.

Yeah Im Back!!!

2009-10-31T11:28:00.000+08:00

Yeah Im back after a year of not blogging. Hmm...this past few weeks has been so weird for me but then in a way I am happy. I dont know whether it is my real feelings or it's just me trying to pretend as if everything is okay. But then, some of my friends said that I look happy and there's always a smile on my face. Haha...maybe they are right but then deep down inside Im confused. I dont know where everything is heading. What will happen in a few hours, in a few days, in a few weeks or even months. But for now, I will just go with the flow and see where it leads me. Okay....time to take a short nap.

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